28 March, 2008
Sometimes I don't know if I've made the wrong decisions - about everything. From day one till now. Why is the grass always greener on the other side when I thought it looked greener on this side when I was on the other? It's two in the morning and I'm so not making sense. But my brain is indeed in a muddle now. And all I want is you to take me away from all these confusions within me. Now. My midnight indulgence with you has reduced much, because of me. Maybe if I didn't think the grass was greener on the other side, it might be a different story altogether.
The only thing that I can describe third year is the word "stress". Yea, Melbourne Uni is supposed to be slack already. I can't imagine what will happen to me if I'm in NUS now. Juggling homework, job applications, readings, more readings and tons of assignments altogether is no joke. And somehow I can't sleep without waking up once.
I know you are always there for me. Rain or shine, smiles or tears. Even though sometimes it seems like you are not there, but actually are. I just had to look harder. Thank you for standing by me through the shit and celebrating my joys. I love you.
Sigh, I'm being emo all over again because it's 2:25am. 2:25am is where it all began.
25 March, 2008
No more Skittles and no more forced smiles. Because the tube is empty. wishing under the stars at 23:46
missing you
09 March, 2008
Okay, I know. I haven't been blogging as usual. But I guess I better start from here to get back the right mindset to write/type for my assignments. Haha. (I took ages just to type these few sentences. Sigh. Look how rusty I am).
Anyway, lessons have been quite fun thus far, except for the loads of assignments that I can see looming ahead. Readings are such a burden, but fun in a way, especially those for Asian Screen Cultures. They seem like they're never ending, but it's a relief once I get to the last page.
On another note, Dear ORDed on Friday! *jumps for joy* Finally he's done with his two year stint in the army. Sigh, too bad I couldn't be there to celebrate that day with him =( Uni sucks! They could have started one week later. Anyhoo, congrats Dear! You're free! Hahaha. (It sounds like you went to jail). Oops. ORD loh! (:
I think it has been a long while since I logged into this account, or typed diaryland.com in my web browser. Diaryland changed their layout and colour scheme! They layout has improved a little and I prefer the new colour scheme to the old one! It's red and black now. The old one was bluish-purplish? Haha.
Okay, back to work. I know I'm missing Spongebob Squarepants on KidsCentral. Sigh. I want to watch Spongebob.
02 March, 2008
My weird fetishes - for you. wishing under the stars at 16:16
missing you
25 January, 2008
I realised I don't have an entry to mark 2008. Nevermind, but this shall be the first, on Mummy's birthday. It's not going to be a long one though cos I'm not in any mood to blog.
Well, decided that there won't be any new year resolutions this year. What's better than living a life without expectations? I know expectations are there for us to fufil and accomplish. Yes, the sense of achievement after that will be overwhelming. But sometimes, surprises would be nice.
So there, a whole new 2008 without expectations, just surprises, perhaps.
*dawn*
*7th October*
*Singapore*
*sngs*
*dance*
*1faith01'*
*2faith02'*
*3diligence03'*
*4diligence04'*
*cjc*
*councilIntern*
*choir*
*1t14*
*trinitycollege*
*aprilaccelerated*
*february(main)*
*theuniversityofmelbourne*
*commerce/mediaandcommunications*
*firstsecondthirdyear*
*flaredanceensemble*
*rmitv*
*singaporestudents'society*